SILENCE

its friday once again! the day i've been anticipating for. (:

unfortunately, i've a ton of work to be done.

SS, History, Physics, Chem, A math & E math.

tsk, wonder if i'll even catch a breather this weekend.

and not forgetting all the test, i've been having.

yes, practically one test per day :/

being a sec four student sucks. :(

i realised that all this while, i'll just silently "look after" you. you never fail to leave my sight, never. and i can't control it, it just happens naturally. it seems so easy being able to spot you among the sea of people. i'll never fail to catch a glimpse of you all the time and sometimes, i'll even beg myself to stop. i've to stop doing such stuff. its drvin me nuts.

a month or less to prelim twos.

hope i'll be able to handle it well (:

i miss spending time with Simon :(

i miss face-timing him. That stupid asshole claims that he is a o-level student and he needs to study. HMPH, excuses (:

he's one heck of an ang-moh! :D

silent prayers of you being fine & doing well.

Coffee rush!

Moshi moshi! (: currently studying for my POA test tomorrow!
Gosh, I've never been this hardworking for any POA test before, Sucha rare sight!
Been dozing off real early this week :/ what a waste of precious time.
Less than 90 days to O Levels :(

And finally, I managed to stay up to do something productive :D
Thanks to daddy's ice coffee! If only I could keep this up daily.
Cous Faith & Baby Luke's here to visit :D
Luke's sucha darling, lil precious one!

And holy cow! Tomorrow's Friday once again :D (Y)
looking forward to the weekend (:

Been havin tests nearly everyday, Gosh wonder how long will I be able to put up with it?!
Come on chi, you can do it!

Back to hit the books! (:

i miss you more whenever i think about you.

give me nails like these & i'll never chew on my nails again!

 CHARIS (:

 Our Future Scholar JAY LYN :D

 FATS aka ERN TING (: GODSIS!

LEE ANN (:

so these lil' people above are my Cute cous from the Almighty CHANG family :D

Currently typing out my testimonial now for Ms Chin. Tsk, there's like so many stuff to write, thanks to the school that forced us to take part in so many activites. But if not for them, my testimonial will look very bare! (: hahas, from what i see, Taekwondo is taking up alot if space.

School was okay today (: just a little tired. Played Captain's Ball today again. Boy did i had loads of fun :D thanks to Sandeep who dashed my hopes of catching the high ball. :( the ball was way up in the sky and it was gonna land in my arms but POOF, someone's hairy arms grabbed the ball first! SANDEEP :(

had mass lecture for English today regarding our English Oral :(

not that well done i guess. So Jacq, Pearlyn & I decided to speak proper English throughout the day but apparently we failed. Hahas, we were bursting out in Laughter :D Hilarious.

A math mock paper was pretty okay! Yays, not as hard i thought it would be. this shows that our stupid school sets tough papers :(

i think i've much more confidence in my A math now :D (Y)

if only writing the testimonial was as easy as blogging :/

I'm stucked. No more vocab to beautify the testimonial. Help me!

i'm literally racking my brains out for this, Ms Chin better not make any drastic changes to it.

i miss Taekwondo alot. I miss the training ground. I miss the team. I miss Kelvin Sir. (omg, i can't believe i just said that)

i miss training. i miss attending tournaments and screaming my lungs out. i miss my dear training partner, Nic. i miss team outings. i miss the smelly store. i miss how we our awesome cheers fill the stadium. i miss 363. i miss hanging out with Keith & Wes during tournaments. :(

i remembered the first time i went to hang out with them. Oh yeah, it was years back. the first person i hung out with was with Wes. Hahas, i kept calling him to ask for directions cause that asshole didn't know how to explain where he was. Woah, it was pretty awkward and scary cause there were other people whom i didn't know. Omg, i remembered that i just sat in the corner next to wes and hear the guys talk. hahas, since then we've always hung out :D

Tournies are pretty cool cause we get to make more friends & meet more people there too. Hahas, and not forgetting those embarrassing moments! i remember always running to wish Keith good luck before his match :D

those were the days.

one chance to restart my heart.

no doubt, it really was.

Day three - a book you love

< Vision in White >

so there you have it, my favourite book.

i bought this book last year during some compulsary book sale thingy from popular. the first thing that caught my eye was the cover of the book (: yeah, whenever i choose books, the first thing that i'll see is not the content but the cover of the book! a superficial way to choose books right? hahas, so the wedding dress on the cover caught my attention. and i fell in love with the book once i read the content. 

the book is about four girlfs managing a wedding business together and each friend was in charge of different areas. this book was written very detailedly so i could actually picture out the entire story in my mind (: and i got hooked on when i realised that there were 4 books to this series. Currently looking for the 3rd book now (:

i enjoy having the feeling of being all excited to be married with the one you love, the one you'll be with for the rest of your life. The blissfulness, the love, the joy. even sometimes, i feel like i'm the one in the story. Looking beautiful in my dream dress, to walk down the aisle as the music plays (:

this book is a must-read!

slept at 4 am this morning because i was completing my notes as well as watching my show :D I PROUDLY ANNOUNCE THAT I'VE COMPLETED MY PHYSICS NOTES! another sense of satisfaction for me. hahas, so proud of myself! woke up at 9am to play badminton @ Warren country club with my Dad's side of the family. A pretty good workout for me since i've not worked out in a long while. Good way of destressing too (: i didn't know that when i was hitting the shuttlecock, i was shouting as if i was sparring. 

i guess its natural once you're in tkd (: its a way for me to intimidate my opponent as well as a form of motivation for myself. Rushed to have lunch because i thought that i had tuition today but it was cancelled (Y) so completed my a math & e math work as well as watched abit of my shows. 

Another week ahead of me. Time does pass fast now. 94 more days to my battle, just 94 more. Mixed feelings though, worried yet anticipating for it. tsk, no more slacking.

off to go through my physic for tomorrow's test before my CHANG BROTHER starts nagging at me again! (:

OLD YOU ; NEW YOU

Day two - something you feel strongly for

for me, i guess i feel very very strongly for those abandoned old folks :( my heart sours each time i see them wandering around helplessly. and especially when i see those old man, they remind me of my gong gong :( i don't understand how can people be so heartless? leaving them all on their own. its pains to know that i can't do anything to help them out.

hmmm, finish nearly what i've planned to do today (:

good job chi, clap clap! tuition was cancelled today so i finally had my weekend to myself (Y) been craving for alone time since ages! and i had enough time to complete my work as well. Omg, for the first time,i manage to do POA on my own and i got it right! :D sense of satisfaction for me.

maybe this weekend, i can cross out many things on my to-do list.

MAYBE. crashed into bed last night after completing my Chinese work. guess i was too tired already! ever since school started, whenever i decide to take short naps, i end up sleeping through. its like no matter how my sis tries to wake me up, i'm sleeping like a dead log. hahas, i'm sucha lazy ass!

looking forward to thursday! :D

yes, cous Faith & baby Luke are coming back to Spore for a holiday (L) my baby's back!

off to watch Jon & Kate plus 8 :D

i think you suck, don't you think so too? (:

stop appearing in my dreams dude.

30 Day Challenge - Day 1

Day One - 5 ways to win your heart

1. Being Very Sweet & sensitive

2. you gotta have nice bods!

3. Being there for me 24/7

4. Element for surprise

5. Humerous :D

CHALKBOARDS & WHITEBOARDS

nothing better than to end the hectic week with my Babes! (:

Finally, we got to catch up and all.

though the hours was pretty short & we were rushing but i still had fun. went back to school after our early dinner to support Ongz for her art exhibition :D LOVEEE HER ART WORK! if only i could draw as well as her ; maybe i should post her work someday here. Proud of you Babe :D

Tons of homework to accompany me for the weekend :(

great, just great! i feel so lazy this week though.

i don't feel like doing anything ; i just wanna lay in my bed.

hahas, gonna give it my best now since there's only 3 months left! Daaanng, i feel so unprepared :/

Had fun in school today with Jacq & Pearlyn! hahas, school is never a bore with them around. BIRDBIRD is pearlyn's new nickie!

i love it when we always talk bout retarded stuff & burst into laughter, i love it how we're always there for each other, i love it how we motivate each other to study (: CLASS CLIQUE rock on!

Was amazed by the art exhibition held in school today! Everyone's art piece & dnt product was unique in their own way (: if only i could draw as well as them :( Proud of ONGZ's masterpiece :D

maybe one day i should upload it for you guys to see. She's been the most artistic one in our Clique.

Time passes so quickly now, 3 more months to O levels :(

i don't feel prepared at all for it. 

Off to enjoy my Magnum icecream :D

p/s : thank you CHANG BROTHER for the A math notes! (:

SNEAK PEEK

FYI : this is the first 30-day challenge i'm gonna try out (:

Day 10 - 10 secrets

oh yes, before i forget (:
my final day of Challenge!

Day ten, ten secrets!

1. when i was 8, i threw my brother's pillow down the window because i was pissed at him. (:

2. i used to take my sister's rubber bands & clips when i lost mine and whenever she asked me if i saw hers, i'll just say no. (:

3. i nearly took my sister's toothbrush and scrubbed the toiletbowl with it.

4. i think that i can cook so much better than my mum.

5. when i was four, i went around telling everyone i was from America :D hahas!

6. when i'm sad, i take heaps of pictures of myself!

7. i'm an IT-idiot!

8. i'm terrified of being FAT!

9. i tend to talk to myself when i'm doing Math.

10. i think guys when nice bods are SEXY :D

DONE! (: up next, i'll be attempting the 30 Day Blog Challenge!

sounds interesting, let's try it out!

Racial Harmony

JACQ, ME & EUNICE

JACQ, PEARLYN, ME & EUNICE

ONG!

SARAH!

had a blast today in school (:

everyone looked great in their costumes.

on top was a quickie of today's RHD ;

i think i look like a small girl in an over-sized dress!

but i love the Malay Baju Kurong, it makes me feel all elegant.

And finally, after 3 months we had PE :D

nothing like a good game of Captain's Ball to start with.

i feel so freaking fat without PE, argh.

today's another oven-roasting day. What's with the weather nowadays? i wished we had air-conditioning in class!

even now as i type, i can feel myself perspiring already.

yikes.

Having an A math test tomorrow on Integration & i'm gonna flunk it! its so difficult, me don't likeeee.

COME ON ERNCHI, PUSH YOUR ASS OFF THE CHAIR & STUDY :D

p/s : can't wait for my Zipper-dress to come!

GREEN LANTERN!

i learnt a very important lesson today.

a very important one indeed.

i feel like a fool but believing you,

for placing trust in you.

you're nothing but a pretty face.

I chose not to listen what others said bout you,

i believed that you aren't like that.

but i guess, you just had to prove me wrong.

you're a fucking asshole.

its no wonder people say that it takes a years to build up the trust, but it just requires seconds to break it.

i give up ; i'm raising the white flag.

sorry bout those crappish bullshit.

Anyways, went to catch Green Lantern with Jacq today (:

Blake Lively's hot! i love her so much.

hmmmm, nothing much today though. Ended school @ 12 because of MT LC. Woah, for the first time we get to be released this early. (: anticipating for more of sucha stuff. texted Keith in the evening. Though its been ages since we met & all but i'm still glad to have someone like him. thanks keith, for everything. you're right, always right (:

Hang in there everyone, its already Wednesday :D

truths.

yeah, just so you know.

i do that all the time.

gonna make this a quickie cause the battery's gonna die off.

tomorrow's Monday. YAY * waving hands frantically with a bored face.

I hadn't enjoy my weekends yet!

i wished weekends consisted of 3 days or even 4 days.

So that i've sufficient time to complete my list of things to do.

(:  something to brighten my day.

At least this week is my slack week! :D

where my time-table if full of free periods.

BE JEALOUS! hahahs.

off to bed. Night Night! (:

i'm for real ; are you for real?

one wish ; one hope

she said " let's break up" and walked away.
but deep in heart, she didn't want to leave the guy at all.
simply because she loved him too much.
she plucked her courage to say that three words, so that both of them would stop getting hurt.

her heart ached & hurt because she didn't want to leave him.

But guess what, the guy told her. Baby, wait for me. I'll get you back.

and sometimes, i wished you did that too.




don't know why but i just can't sleep.
decided to watch WE GOT MARRIED SEASON TWO on Nickhun & Victoria.
Omg, they're so sweet towards each other.
the way he cared for her and all, sailed me down memory lane.
i guess he was somehow like you in a sense.
Envy.

someday, my prince will come. Someday.

i'm sucha lazy ass!

that's all folks!