GEEZ, ITS 3.40 ALREADY

ME WANT IT BADLY :(

KENDALL JENNER (:

yeah, sure i know its like gonna be 4 in the morn in 7 more mins

but i just can't get to sleep though :(

yeah, Halim left me all alone & went to bed already, poor me.

YOU MEANIE, LEAVING ME ALL ALONE! >:(

So i spent the night watching American Pie, Omfg hilarious :D

hahas, kept chuckling to myself! Seriously, how dumb can they get? you guys should watch it, i swear. All the bullshit they do to get into girl's pants and all. Went to catch a few eps of my Hong Kong drama too (Y) a lil reward for myself since i studied the entire day.

I wanna the Holga badly :( you should see the nice effects it has. Not gonna buy a polaroid cam anymore cause my Godsis has one which she rarely uses ; so its half mine :D Caught my eyes on the Canon Ixus 115 HS donkey years ago cause of all the cool effects it has but didn't get it cause it was too expensive and all. But now the price dropped & its affordable too :D gonna ask Daddy bout it tomorrow. It has all the fisheye, miniature, toy cam and others too :D

waiting for the clothes i ordered to come. its been a month already :/ actually i feel kinda guilty wasting all my time away now. thinking if i should do my notes.

Sissy & Ryan are gonna go for Church Movie screening & BBQ tomorrow. decided to give a miss cause i wanna do my A math which i will not fail this time! * determined face

but this means i'm stuck at home with my parents :( Daaannng.

this long weekend seems like a long holiday to me. with the exception of studying.

Gathering/KaiLi's birthday at Kelvin Sir's next SAT :D

whopppiiee, its been so long since i met up with the team (Y)

at least this lil news made my day!

anticipating for thursday :D my annually trip back to Qihua!

Hahas, can't wait to see everyone back there. Wonder how has everyone been, but one thing for sure is that all of them have been growing taller & taller. Except me :(

Os are here in less than 2 months. Kinda fearing it though.

Sigh, i feel that the school should let us off now to study on our own. Kinda lazy to go to school nowadays. :/

i wanna do nothing but shop all day :D

i'm really bothered by the fact that Clique is drifting apart. Even getting everyone to meet is so fucking difficult. Yeah, other priorities are more important now. great babes, just great.

you've changed and me no likeee it one bit at all. hardly ever see you around anymore. you're never free, never cause someone's always ahead of us. :( am just fucking disappointed in you.

i'll watch my American Pie before tampering with the blog & if possible, memorise my Chem notes :D

Goodnights, 

xxooxxoo

Chase the love-train

You make me feel like I'm losing my virginity (;
Hahas, Katy perry's hummingbird heartbeat is playing in my head
Like a broken recorder.

One direction's what makes you beautiful is playing in my head too (:

Prelims are already here :( I really wanna do well this time and prove that I can do it.
It's a guage for myself for the Os. Just less than 2 more months and this misery will end.
Counting down to that day (Y)

AWWWW, I'll miss Mr SR Nathan :( like alot
Wonder what will they do with his picture.

This weekend was pretty happening for me :D
Celebrated Godsis's birthday at Trader's (:
Awesome buffet! The lobster bisque there is the sex
Man! Yums, nearly drooled when I saw the desert bar.
There were like chocolates, cakes and a lot more. but it was so expensive.

Went over to Grandma's cause I wanted my aunt to do my hair.
It's been a gazillion years since I went down.
Woah, the whole clan was there. My lil cousins were all there too.
Omg, the cute lil people. But they stared at me like I was a stranger cause i've not been seeing them lately. But after offering them sweets & chocolates, they all flocked to me.
Hees, chocolates worked after all. Muahahah!

My aunts brought me out to dinner, hohoho the soup was good!
It was some double-boiled Peanut soup, I think.
After that, rushed down to CCK to godma's.
Argh, what the fuck is wrong with my dad lately.
He's been bitching at me for the Past few days straight.
Even at the slightest reasons. Goddamnit.

Today was just great. Just great.
Clique was suppose to come over to study but they
Ditched me in the end :( how nice of them right?
I miss them, like we've not been hanging out alot now.
Esp since, yeah. Fuck it.

I fucking hate it when you lie to me, bitch.
Seriously, just fuck off with lovey doveys then.

strolling down the grey road

apparently, there wasn't any flexi wednesday today cause we had photo-taking :( it literally wasted our time.

the cameraman was a douche. 

shift to the left, shift to the front, blah blah.

all they had to do was just give a simple instructions.

Joke of the Day was ME!

hahas, was in the library studying with Pearlyn & Jacq. And Jacq couldn't solve a sum so she asked me to help her.

jacq : ernchi, can you help me with Q6

Me : can can! ( erases off Jacq's wrong working )

Eh, is your paper like gonna tear or something? Alamak, nevermind (:

( After erasing, i turn to look at something. And the moment i turned back, the loose piece of paper became secured)

Me : Omg, how come your paper suddenly so secured? hahas, so cool! * amazed

Librian : Excuse me, is this your paper?

HAHAHAS, it turns out to be Jacq's loose paper which came off & i didn't realise :P Omg, Pearlyn & I burst out laughing!

argh, tonight is pretty fucked up :(

first, i couldn't download my songs. there's something wrong with the program, it kept rejecting me. Darn it.

then, my dad bitched at me for wasting my time trying to load it.

thanks man, for adding on to it.

Today was pretty slacked cause we had self-study throughout (:

had some physic lessons which was okay. Studying was very productive today too :D

Hit the books with Eunice, Tick, Vicky, Jamie, Jolin, Stephanie, Dewy, Murni, Ivan (: all the smarty-pants! hahas, they were all very focused so it kinda influenced me too. Around 5 plus, Jo came down and I had my daily dose of happiness with him & Ivan :D

the best way to relieve stress, Kartrider (Y)

Damn addictive, i swear! Won Jo once though which pretty much made my day.:D hees. I know right, i'm so easily satisfied.

Jo taught me abit of math after that and we chatted a little too.

got to know Jo better (:

Told Aaron that Shopping is the best boyf i'll ever have.

Cause when i'm happy or sad, its always there for me. It'll never leave me no matter what & boy, it doesn't fail to give me suprises (L) Hahas, its a thousand times better than a Human Boyf too (:

you're the straw to my berry.

And a bottle of love-drug

Prelim's round the corners already :( just started revision.
My ugly eyebags are haunting me again :( uglyshit.

Halim's being a sweetie and a good friend :D
Thanks for all the laughter & encouragement, appreciated.

Nothing much this week, cause we don't have any exams
So we're having self-study instead. At least I get to complete my
Notes :D lookin forward to Friday cause I'll be studying with
Jacq, Eunice & pearlyn <3

Gonna stay up to do notes! (:

Xoxo, yes you're the sex baby. (:

that moment of contact.

tell me bout it :/

 luke boy <3

 Keith :D

polaroids (:

today was a mix-match funny fucked up day. (:

HAHAHAS, i've no idea what's wrong with me today,it seems that i've a screw loose.

i love it how our eyes meet in the ocean of people and we've that contact that lasts less than a minute. it makes my heart thump, blood rushing up my face. and wow, it happened thrice. great, just great. it messed up my entire day.

apparently during free period and self-study, i was all giggly and eccentric. i think Nisa got freaked out too. i kept telling her that i'm gonna rape her and all. HAHAHS, i'm so weird!

nothing much today though except lesson's were pretty slacked :D

decided to study with Eunice, Tick, Jamie & Jolin after school.

though we were laughing & joking but we were pretty focus for the past 3-4 hours. Tick & Eunice were hilarious :D especially tick fang, omg she's darn cuteee! took a 15 mins break and had a game of Kartrider :D 

i won Jo for like the first time :D pretty proud of myself!

sense of satisfaction! but Jo played dirty :( damnit.

he pressed the bubble icon when i was bout to reach the finishing line, asshole :(

Jacq joined us after her orals :D we started fooling around after she came. Eunice planked on the bench & we took unglam pictures of it, its up on Twitter anyway. you guys should take a look!

it got me thinking today, what's going through your mind?

what came to your mind after that? 

did memories flashed back or did you give no shit at all.

shitass, i'm dying to know what's on your mind the entire time.

don't you give a shit? its either i'm abnormal or you really made a huge impact on me. why on earth is it so hard to get over you.

screw it.

off to do notes!

xoxo

you're just a fantasy.

no pictures again, heh lazy to upload them all.
Anyways, my iPod's sucha distraction.
I wasted half an hour playing games & surfin the net :(
my ability to focus really sucks.

Back to school today after a week. Feels good to be back :D
Had o level orals today, was feeling nervous
there was this warm fuzzly feeling in my tummy, the ones i get whenever I'm waiting for my bout to be called during tkd tournaments. Plus the chilly weather wasn't helping at all!
Screw the examiner, she was literally yawning & falling asleep the entire time.
Think I did okay though, but picture discussion wasn't that great :/

feel so silly envying others, really.
felt like a fool when I knew their true self.
being who you really are is the best.

Clique's coming over next next Monday I think (:
Study camp! :D saw shann today, hug was awesome (Y)

Nothin much this week I guess, except that faith's leavin :(
Sniff, I'll miss baby Luke loads :(
And not forgetting Dan too.

Rushing to complete notes. Sucha bore.

i silently wished that you could be there accompanying me today.
even a 'good luck' wouldn't hurt.

different worlds collide

woah, what's with the internet connection? its so slow today!
anyways, pictures will be up hopefully by the next post :D


this week was happening! C:
CHANG chalet was awesome, great family-bonding time.
Got to know more Aussie, Faith & Dan. Hopefully i get to fly to
Melbourne to visit them after the Os! (Y)
hahas, not to mention how 9 of us squeezed together in the hall!

Wished the long holiday didn't end though :(

didnt go to school on Thurs & Fri cause i had sore eyes.
too much of oggling at hot guys :D hahas!
but it wasn't that bad considering that i managed to complete
my stuff that i've been putting off for so long.

Trained to the other side of Spore, Tampines to watch the TKD event at the Expo :D trained to Eunos to meet Simon first, then went down in time to watch Keith's match.

not everyone was there though, so the atmosphere wasn't that great. not many good matches to watch :( prefer nationals
would've said it sucked but on the good note, i managed to catch up with Keith :D good match today Ong.

and like after so long, i managed to talk to him without him falling asleep! but after awhile, he dozed off. so typical of him. (:

saw nic too :D (Y) its been a gazillion years already :(
gonna focus on tkd after the Os.

So simon, how bout watching Nationals with me? (:

having my English Oral O levels tomorrow :(
kinda worried. screw Picture discussion. fuck it.
what's the point of describing a borin picture.

hope that the conversation questions will be a cake :D

ilovemytallbestf <3

JETLAGGED

alright folks, second post of the day (:
i swear, my throat is killing me :( i can't swallow a shit!
all of times you have to appear now, when i'm gonna have my CHANG CHALET :( you're sucha bitch i tell you.


Meet the Kardeshians in 20 mins :D Gosh, can't wait!
missed like 3 eps of it already :(
hmmm completed my A math & E math (Y)
drowning cups & cups of Honey & Lime drink to ease the pain.


Went to blog hop before blogging. these people have such awesome blogs & awesome lives.envys. they get to go out all the time, shop like they never did before, parties and all. After the Os baby, after the Os. (:


and i gotta admit, i miss the Clique. 
we rarely hang out now :( that's shitty, i tell you.
think i'm hanging out with Jacq & Pearlyn so much :D
hahas, those two babies are the reason why school's so fun!


guess event planner Chang has gotta start racking her brains for outings! :D should i get a polaroid or a digital cam with awesome functions? been considering those two for ages.


i hate my fringe :( its all curly! like it curls up to the side.
think i gotta visit my Aunt's saloon soon.
Hang on a min, gotta grab my Strepsils


back! i swear i wanna take a knife and chop my throat off!


hmmm gonna be busy this week!


1.tomorrow : NDP in school , off to the niche to visit grandparents, dinner with the Changs, airport.


2.tues: Visit Granddad (mum's side), CHANG CHALET (Y)


3.wed: CHANG CHALET, tuition


4 thurs & fri : school


5.sun : sissy's birthday & off to the expo with Simon to cheer Keith on :D


can't wait to see Jare'el in the NDP show :D hahas, told him to wear a helmet with lights saying " I'm Jare'el"
really can't wait for Chalet with the Fam (Y) we're gonna have a good time for sure.


wanna Sunday to come quickly too, finally gonna see Keith after zillion years! i swear, its been so long since we met up and all. A good chance to go see my other tkd friends too :D


Alright, show's starting in a minute (:

xoxo

baby luke <3

Sick :(

Been lazy to post lately :/
Down with fever since yesterday but i'm much better already! (:
Thank god. Having fever just sucks ESP when I've chalet the day
After tomorrow. Cross fingers that I'll recover by today.

But it's not that bad cause I still
Can complete my work :D been blog-hoppin and I found many interesting & inspiring blogs!

My throat hurts :( popping strepsils down like it's candy.
Anyways, I managed to do some catching up with Keith :D
Glad I could be of help dude(: I'm sure you'll pull through!
Can't wait to see you next week! Excited!

I went to shit 6 times yesterday! Omg effective way to lose weight!
Hahahas! (: I lost 1 kg already.
Love today's weather (:

Hmmm stuff that I wanna complete today!
1. A math P2
2. chem paper
3. E math TYS
4. E math ws

Should be manageable, I guess.
Hate it when I've to rush my stuff, it's so frustrating!
Doubt i'll have time to complete my work cause of the chalet.

Just created twitter, cause jacq & pearly forced me to.
I gotta admit, I'm kinda hooked on to it (:
You guys can add me ellyseshortyc (:

disappointed in you. Really am. I don't know what to say
Or what to do. It's really sad to see you like this.
So what are we to you now? I guess not your priority anymore.
Sometimes, I really hate the way you're acting now.
Doubt you'll even realize it. It's like a part of me gone now.
who are you now?

Jetlag.

Lazy to upload pictures :/
Been very busy of a late, with
Tuition, Luke's birthday and work!

Omg, baby Luke is so cute! :D
shall upload his picture real soon I hope.

This week's a slack week so I've more time to complete my notes! (Y)
not forgetting breakfast with clique tomorrow <3
Hahas, everyone in class is hook on with Kartrider!
Seizing every opportunity to play in school.
I think I kinda suck at it though :( Hahas!

Oh yeah, pearlyn had this bet with Simon to fast
And if she won, 20 packets of Oreo star is hers!
Jacq & I attempted to tempt her but apparently failed.
Its okay, we've 4 more days to go! (:

Stomache grumbling now :/
I can smell daddy's beef stew for tomorrow!
STARVING! shit man, i gotta stop eating.

so what's your priority now huh.
even if we see each other, it's like seeing a stranger.
I feel neglected.