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CHI HAS BANGS!!!

Hehehe I have bangs right now!! I was toying with this idea for quite some time but was rather hesitant to do so because I really really liked my long fringe (Kai says it's not even counted as a fringe, it's just parted hair) & I was too busy to head down to the salon to get it trim so I pushed the idea back.

But yesterday, I kept thinking bout it & decided to just go ahead with the idea. Besides, hair does grow right? Hahaha. And so I did, I headed down to the Salon today & tadah bangs for you (: My hair was initially longer than that but my aunt had to trim it cause it was really dry & what not so I ended up having a square hair! HAHAHAHA but I like it! 

After going through all my old photos with bangs, I conclude that bangs with hair length at mid-boob is the best! Hahaha, I was flipping through photos & I saw my hair when I was 17, I loved it! So right now, I'm just gonna patiently wait for my hair to grow to the perfect length (;

Ran quite a few errands today after my haircut & finally got to meet my boy for 10 mins after not meeting him for 4 days & it will be the only meet-up we'll have till next Thursday :( I know, I'm extremely sad about it too :( I'm a person who's not really good at distances, esp with the people I love or form an attachment with. So, even being 5 days apart is really sucky for me. Though I feel that I've improved from last time, my recovery period is now shorter. So for example, if we both say goodbye etc, I'll be all sad & close to tears. When he leaves, I'll tear for like a min or 2, then be sad bout it for 10 mins & then I'll be okay. But I know that there's room for improvement of course.

But it's kinda hard on me because we talk less than 30 mins daily (including texting), that's how hard he has been working! It's kinda weird at first to have so little time with him but I'm sort of used to it by now & adapting okay. But I'm really really proud of him for putting in so much effort & really giving his 300% focus on it! He's practically a study robot! I really need that amount of motivation to get started on work too! Good job love, I really really am proud of you though it sucks that I can't see you. Can't wait for next Thursday to arrive!!

I'm having my greens more frequently this week & I loveeee it! Surprisingly it's rather filling plus I can throw in anything that I love. So the other time was chicken or ham. But this week was salmon, salmon & more salmon! All the yummy goodness in a bowl! (: And the perks of it is, it doesn't take more than 10 mins to prep it!

O N E ASSIGNMENT DOWN!!

And now, I can head to bed! Night night everyone!

XX.

Bonjour~

Hi guys Mr Kai over here. 

I'm blogging on behalf on ellysegirl! Its been a helofva hectic week for meeee

Actually it's pretty much ok, just that studying is taking a toll on both ellyseeegirl and I. 

But its okay guyyyyyyyyyys we're doing fine! Although she doesn't know what I'm blogging now, 

I shouldn't say mushy stuffs on-line... Too cheesy for me.. 

Almost the end of sunday now! DAMN IT.. Too fast! 

MSTs are coming and... ohh godddddd..

OK, Thats all for tonight folks.. 

Love ya Chigirl~~

wuwuwuwu~

WILL I?

Late night studying, getting projs done to be exact coming my way. If you ask me, I kinda like the idea of being busy & packed with things to do and of course the amount of satisfaction that comes with it as I tick off my To-do list. However, when the actual thing comes, I think I drown in it. Hehs, will I be able to cope it now?

Right now, I'm doubting my own abilities to juggle so much on my plate. Just this week, it hit me on how far I am from having "good" task-management skills. I was so mentally & physically drained from school & meetings. Meetings thrice that week was a killer & it didn't help that it was on average 4 & a half hours long. I'm very lucky & thankful that I was having it with really good company & my Excos really made the whole process more bearable. 

And of course with the piling assignments, I have no idea where to start. This is why I prefer group work because I'm honestly clueless on how to start & the direction I'm suppose to head to. I always need a starter or skeleton painted in my head so that I can start my engine. Perhaps, I should sit down & start drawing out my own plan. Hmmm, that seems like a good start. 

To be honest, I'm really afraid. It's my final year in Poly & I really want everything to work out. I would want to maintain my grades or even improve it because this is my last shot to getting a high GPA. I'm only 0.4 points away from my desired grade. It seems like it's really easy to hit but at the same time, easy to fall far away from it. Pretty glad that I've no exams this sem because the info is so dry & I think it'll kill my brain cells hahaha.

Now that Kai is going all out for his exams/assignments (engineering is really really different from humanities man), we're obviously gonna meet even lesser. We're already meeting not as often :( But now, I just want his presence that's it. We don't have to go out to catch a show or what, I just want his presence. We could be in the same room doing our own stuff. Yeap, that's good enough for me right now given our busy schedule. 

On the flip side, we're gonna meet twice a week! :D kekeke thank you for taking time out for me sweetheart. But nonetheless, we're gonna get through this together! (:

XX.

REJOICE

Happy post 11th boo! Let's rejoice to being a month away from our anniversary!! 

Thank you for loving me with all that you have, you're one in a gazillion. 

I love you sweetheart!!!

XX.

SKYLER

Ask me if I miss my long hair, hmmm well kinda a lil hahaha but that aside, Happy Mother's Day Mummy! I've said all that I wanna tell you in my card & you're absolutely amazing. Remember to love yourself more hehe.

I was scrolling through Instagram when I chanced upon this online shop, Itshatched which sells drawstring bags, pouches, totes etc cloth-made products & I was instantly drawn to them because of the lovely patterns and variety available. So it was my mother's gift for my mum, godma, aunt, tuition teacher & Kai' mum! It has definitely gave me an enjoyable experience purchasing to collecting it from them. 

Initially, I had Jacq help me place my orders because I don't have a paypal account & she typed in the wrong address. I panicked & emailed them straightaway hoping that it won't be delivered to the wrong address. I was initially worried that they might not respond or even get to see my email cause I know how some online shops don't bother checking them out but I realized that I was worrying unduly because they replied me IMMEDIATELY. 

And they were really sweet to tell me that I might not get my package in time for Mother's Day & suggested that I pick it up from them so I could deliver my gifts on time! I mean, they could have just not be bothered but they didn't & I thought it was really sweet.

As always, I'll whip something up on Mother's Day & this year, I decided on Aglio Olio with butter prawns & clams. For dessert, I decided to be adventurous and attempted to make Tiramisu. Everything turned out really really good (: except that my Tiramisu needed more time to set but apart from that, it was delish!

SELFIE MOMENT LEVEL UP

This is me & Nam taking our selfies to a whole new level HAHAHA. Fooling around after 5 hours of meeting last Friday. Only person to do such shit with me, introducing NAM! Really am glad that Nam is in my class this year & also my groupmate. I foresee loads of really hilarious & fun moments with her! (;

Otw up to Kai's place on Saturday. Hahaha took a photo to tell him that I'm climbing up the stairs, reaching his place in 2 minutes!

And this is him receiving the sports drink I got Cuen to buy for him after his debut lay-out! (; My sports star there hehehe.

AND NOW, BACK TO WHAT I WANTED TO REALLY SHARE WITH ALL OF YOU,

INTRODUCING SKYLER CHANG

Major qt, I'm in love with that furball!! If you're following me on Insta, you'll see that my Godfammy recently bought a puppy, Skyler. It's an Australian breed - Cavapoodle or something close to that. It's really really adorable & full of energy! Kai & I are really in awe & in love with that puppy! I'm really considering heading down to Godma's once every week to visit that pup, it's irresistible & not to mention, tiny.

Can't wait to have our photos developed, all of them look so pretty!!

XX.

LOVE ME EXTRA TOMORROW

Really pretty photos from awhile back, I think bubbles make me happy too. 

And yes I was right, my period came today argh. The pit of every girl's month, that explains why my emotions were really out of hand last night & today. Twice the load of emotions than usual, as they always say double trouble. While other girls PMS, I actually feel really really sad & blue. At least it's better than raging right? Hahaha, I choose to believe that it is.

I remembered coming across this post from my senior, I's blog. It was about " Loving Extra Today." I went to google it & it was a quote from John Mayer.

"What if we could just say, "Love me extra today?" If you asked me to love you extra today, I'd love you extra forever."

Feeling extra blue today. My mid-week blues jar is gonna explode :( plus I've not seen Kai for almost a week, minus today's less than 15 minutes meet up. Now that school's started, we've been rather busy with work & commitment. I needa adapt to not being able to see him as often as we used to. 

Thank you love for being so patient & for trying to lift up my spirits. I know I wasn't very responsive and very down but I really really appreciate them. Miss you truckloads.

XX.

I'VE FORM AN ATTACHMENT WITH MY SONGS TOO

Ridiculous. I took almost an hour & a half to decide on which songs to delete off my phone so that I could update it. Even with songs, I can form such an attachment to them. At this point of time, I'm questioning myself "What are the perks of being a feeling person?"

And my answer, None.

I can't seem to find the positive bubble in me, maybe it's the pre-menses emotional shit drama. But this sucks big time. I always tend to over-feel towards matters/things or even minor stuff. I need a hug right now pronto. 

Perhaps, I'm too feeling for my own good. So emotionally draining to feel so much. One of my lecturers is also a feeling person & during/after her lectures, I feel so emotionally drained. Not it's-boring-I-wanna-sleep drain but instead, it's like taking up my batteries, leaving me empty after each tutorial. Because she feels so strongly for what she advocates & believe in, sometimes I feel that she's trying to impose it onto me as a student. Like brain-wash us. (Disclaimer: She doesn't do that, she's just sharing her views)

Cures to my over-feeling-emotionally-draining-drama-and-out-of-the-blue-sadness:

mainly physical affection & my other love languages. In desperate need of them. I really gotta keep my emotions in check without having the need to conceal or suppress them. I want to display my emotions without over-doing it. 

Chi, I challenge you to that.

IF EVERYDAY WAS LABOUR DAY

OR ANY OTHER PUBLIC HOL. I could use more public holidays to recharge myself. Only the second week of school & I'm a lil worn out. School isn't bad, in fact its okay quite fun actually but I just need to recharge myself. I need more sleep & I need to recharge my soul or inner energy hahaha. Maybe I should squeeze in time for either a facial sess or a massage sess cause I could really use one now. Is it me or is Singapore's pace of life is getting faster & faster by the passing day? 

Random thought: I'm gonna take more b&w photos & fill an entire album of them kekekeke. My never-ending love for b&w.

Oh y'know, I just loveeee my big eyes HAHAHAHA the shit I do in school.

 On Wednesday evening during Kai's first Ultimate "training". No.1 supporter of Ho Kaiwen #supportivegirlf #prettysky #mainfocusisthesky

LABOUR DAY

Woke up rather early on Labour Day to pay respects to PoPo because it was her death anniversary. It's been three years already.... how time flies aye.

Parents gave me a lift to Yishun & I headed over to boo's while waiting for the rest of the guys. Played Sims, I'm getting really good @ house decorating hehehe. So tempted to buy my own Sims just to build houses and design them.

Rare moments when I actually get to see my hair RED kekeke, fab hair day. What do y'll think of me having curls? Always wanted to try that out since I've always had straight/wavey hair but I guess I'll toss that idea aside for now.

My wanna-be-Kpop-star (;

Really really good Pina Cotta, I'm gonna google this recipe & make it for my own indulgence.

T.G.I. FRIDAY

Friday evenings with da guys & Sherlyn (: I really really love this group of people & it really feels like family with them. It would be weird not meeting them, even if we were all really busy, it'll be weird. I'm really glad that Sherlyn decided to join us because I found my potential shopping/Jap food buddy hehe. We hit off almost instantly & it's really really great to be able to click with her so well. Really looking forward to more outings & even shopping/jap food trips with her.

Frisbee all night, felt really good to sweat it out a lil. Been awhile since I played Frisbee & YAYYYY my forehand is getting better & better. #senseofaccomplishment

WITH THE 12TH.

Chi Fact: I don't wear jeans unless needed for school events (mostly), holiday trips where the weather is cold & yeap, that's basically when I only wear jeans. But lately, I like the idea of wearing jeans & how comfy it actually is. Really easy to pair it up with practically everything. But the only major thing that puts me off is SINGAPORE'S WEATHER. Cause it's really humid & hot in Sg that's why most of the time I don't opt for jeans.

So, since it's a rare occasion that I wore jeans, an OOTD is a must! Back to basics.

Just some visuals from today, shall post the rest of them the next time.

XX.