Good as Gold.

Intended to do a post on Zombie Run & Pearlyn's birthday but all the photos are in my phone & I'mma lazy pazzy today so next time!

This week is the last week that I can really rest before I go into full-speed mode for my up-coming events and some assignments if there is. Please please let me be able to handle everything on my plate well & not let me fall sick because I can't afford to do so :( And yes, let me be able to cope with the stress coming my way & let everything fall into place.

So, last weekend and this week has been really really good! (: Been meeting with the guys & the boy! It's always really fun with them because there's nothing to worry about & we just let loose. Everything's all chill & I always find myself laughing to their nonsensical talk-cock and all the goofy stuffs they do, stress-relievers they are hahaha! Hanging with them feels like family, like y'know nothing's gonna happen & you're just in your comfort zone.

Sat: Zombie Run with the guys & then headed over to the boy's cause I was dead beat!

Sun: Study sess with the guys again & honestly, it was so darn productive! :D I liggit, everything on my To-do list was completed even the extra ones which I thought I wouldn't be able to complete. We should really start a weekly study sess, seems like a plan (;

Mon: Was down with a bad headache, must be due to the lack of sleep so I gave school a miss. Slept for half a day & completed some work which had to be handed up. Met the boy in the noon cause I had to run some errands & satisfied my craving for something warm & sweet (:

Tues: Went over to the boy's in the noon to just lepak and indulge in sushi & childhood ice cream (: Nothing beats indulging in comfort food. Snuggled in bed before completing work & then dinnz with his parents. I love days like that, choosing the pace of the day, enjoying every single minute, having fun yet getting work done. I swear I could repeat this cycle, every day.

Wed: I love Wednesdays mainly because of two things, 1) I have lecture in the new building & the lecture hall is turquoise, YES MY FAVOURITE PWETTY COLOUR. 

2) Bus ride to yishun with Chong Yong & Cuen! I love the nonsense talks, H2H talks, rants, talking about anything & everything under the sun. Followed by feed the fish sess while waiting for Kaiwen & Ming to end rock-climbing before dinnz together.

Here's to enjoying the remaining of the week, XX.

Greatest Gift.

You're the greatest gift to me, possibly the best one in my entire life. Nope, no regrets on saying that because you are indeed a gift to me.

I couldn't possibly know what I've done to have someone like you, to be sucha mega huge part of my life. And I'm pretty much certain that years down the road, I wouldn't take my words back.

Through everything, from day one, I've seen it with my own eyes & experience it firsthand, the endless love you've constantly showered me with. Every single day without fail.

You're everything that I've wanted in a guy & you've most def surpassed them all sweetie (:

You make me a better me & help me learn so much more of myself everyday.

And yes, I'm dead-over-heels in love with us. Yeap, us. I love how we are right now & how we've been the past few months. It's so amazing, I swear. I could pen our entire journey since years ago into a book but of course, experiencing it firsthand would be the best way to note down even the slightest details.

This morning, it just occurred to me that I would never ever find another being like you & no one would ever replace that huge-ass spot of yours in my heart, even if I tried my best to have it replaced. That place over there is yours and that's a fact which I can never change even if I had to. You're my major pillar of strength & every role that I can possibly come up with. Thank you, you.

Here's to our adventure, here's to us.

XX.

EVERY THURSDAY SHOULD BE LIKE TODAY

I cannot comprehend the amount of exhaustion within me right now: Physically & Mentally.

50% of it is a happy-kind-of-tired & 50% of it is a just-tired-I-need-thousand-years-of-sleep-kind-of-tired.

But yes beyond the fatigue I have right now & before every single cell in my body starts yelling at me to crash, I just wanna say that: EVERY THURSDAY SHOULD BE LIKE TODAY. Yeap, I've said it, every thursday should be like today.

I enjoyed myself tremendously during Captain's Ball today, who knew that our objective of us bonding & just having fun, led us to being fourth in the match. Well done girls!

And yes, not forgetting Pearlyn's birthday celebration! (: It was so great ending the day off with them, recollecting the past memories and laughing till our tummy hurt. Yeah, all that felt good & it made today a Good Thursday! Plus point, my Little Mermaid Tote has arrived after so long :D and that makes it an even better Thursday! YAY.

Shall share with you guys the details of today the next time (;

P/s: Stoked for Zombie Run on Saturday, whoop whoop!

XX.

I CAN DO THIS!

Was just feeling up my planner for the month of October & November & I swore that I nearly had a panic attack looking at all the upcoming events & assignments coming my way. It was only till last Friday's meeting that I realized how many things I had to plan for this two months.

So, during the weekends I did my to-do list because I had everything flying all over the place and what a better way to keep myself organized and calmed than to make my to-do list.

Ernchi fact: I am so so fond of making To-Do Lists, I think I make one almost everyday and for whatever event I have. Even simple stuff will be included. 

Example:

- Empty the Bin

- Pack cupboard

- Empty Receipts

Yeah, that's how dependent I am on To-Do lists.

But on Monday, I had a mini panic attack before meeting the Facils & Excos because there just too many things to do and I had no idea where to start. Thank god for Aneesa who was there to tell me to take a chill pill & make my timeline. ERMAGAWD, that slipped my mind!

Been sleeping so late (thank you body clock) and I've been regretting the decision that I make almost every night - to sleep late, in the morning. So its kinda like a cycle. 

1. Tells myself, " I gotta sleep earlier tonight! MUST! "

2. Does my personal stuff, event preps etc till 1/2AM

3. Sleeps @ 1/2AM

4. Wakes up next morning *curse and swears to myself

5. Regretting not sleeping early, makes resolution to sleep earlier at night

AND THEN, THE CYCLE REPEATS.

However, I AM SO THANKFUL THAT I DON'T HAVE SCHOOLS ON TUESDAYS & I ONLY HAVE LECTURE TOMORROW @ 2PM-4PM!!!

So, after spending the noon making a monthly schedule-thingy so I know what stuffs are coming up & which dates are my events, I feel so so much relieved. 

JUST SOME UPDATES: K2s Grad Concert (:

 My hansum boy. More photos that I took will be uploaded really soon.

This girl turned 18, an hour & eight minutes ago! Happy 18th Pearlyn! :D What I wanna say is up on Insta, can't wait to see you & the others on Thursday & I love you so much! P/s: this is one of my favourite photos with Pearlyn!

I needa have more confidence in my decision-making skills for events, really. The next few weeks or months ain't gonna be easy & it is kinda like a challenge from God to push you even further and stretch your limits. Stop panicking and take everything in your stride, hang in there Chi, y'know that at the end it is all gonna be worth it. // Thank you love, for being super understanding towards my berry busy schedule & not uttering a single complaint towards it. I miss you whale-loads :( though it was a short meet-up with you today but I enjoyed every minute of it. I love you sweetie, xoxo!

 This totally made my night, HAHAHA, Yes young man, that's the true meaning of "Romantic".

XX.

To Sum It Up

Still gushing over the proposal vid from the previous post but yay! Finally drafted out a proper post of my entire holiday so here goes.

To sum my holidays up,

these are just a fraction of what I have and are prolly not enough to share how exciting and fulfilling this holidays were to me.

This holiday, I had my practicum for 5 weeks & I must say, I've really learnt so much from every single child in that centre. Every single day, they inspire and teach me so much about the little things in life which I tend to overlook or neglect in the process. They remind me how easy it is to be contented just by simple gestures, they shower me with love and show me love in its purest and simplest forms but most of all they taught me the art of giving.

My dearest K2s, I remember passing by your classes when you lil ones were only 5 but in the passing eye, all of you are gonna present to your proud parents & teachers the dance that you all have been rehearsing for the past one and a half months this Saturday. Despite spending a short period with you angels but I cannot thank you all more for allowing me to have the best practicum sessions ever. Thank you for all the "Good Morning Ms Ernchi!" which never fails to brighten my day, for all the endless hugs and kisses you all give, how once one of you come over and give me a hug, the rest will follow suit and just pounce and jump on me. That is when there will be loads of love around the classroom. I'm so proud of each and every one of you, be a better self which you can ever be always.

Till now, I still miss you kiddos and I can't wait to see some of you tomorrow and I know that you guys will rock the stage on Saturday. (':

I also found time to meet my clique and my sec school clique (: It was really great to see them despite us being really busy with school and our own lives. It is times like these which I am really thankful for because looking back, we've all come a long way & it is really good to know that no matter what, I'll still have my good friends and BFFs to fall back on.

Then, I had class chalet which was really a good way to get to know my classmates even better and bond with them. The late night and having Clara to entertain us with her nonsensical self as always, it was really great to see the girls becoming closer.

Towards the end, I had LAC with my dearest Excos & I am so darn proud of every single one of us because camp was such a success! It would not have been this successful if not for everyone's help, effort  & contribution. There was this sense of satisfaction when I heard the feedback, so so proud of us all. The late nights and preparation was worth it. Apart from that, I learnt so much from some of you & it aspires me to be a better leader. I believe that through this camp, we've grown stronger and closer to one another & I cannot wait to see how successful our future events will be.

But most importantly, Family time. Without them, there will never be a me. Super super glad that I could have dinnz and stayed over at my Grandma's this hols to accompany her because she's the only grandparent I have left. Till now, my biggest regret was not spending enough time with Gong Gong & Popo and I wouldn't want to repeat the same mistake. I miss them dearly and if I could turn back time, I would make time to visit them weekly like how we used to when we were younger.

And finally, I got to spend quality time with the Godfam. It has been so long & I'm so thankful that Godsissy asked me out for a shopping date which led to a stayover. It felt so homey and comforting knowing that they will always support me and lend me a hearing ear. Advice which they give and everything they have given me - thankful for that. Home, is where the heart is.

Lastly, I'm so glad that I manage to spend pockets full of time here & there with my favourite person this holiday. Thank you for being ever so understanding towards my busy schedule and being so supportive. I've learnt alot from you and also got to learn more about you along the way. Things you've done, the moral support, reminders and so much more. Hehehe, you're the best ever sweetie xoxo!

XX.