I CAN DO THIS!

Was just feeling up my planner for the month of October & November & I swore that I nearly had a panic attack looking at all the upcoming events & assignments coming my way. It was only till last Friday's meeting that I realized how many things I had to plan for this two months.

So, during the weekends I did my to-do list because I had everything flying all over the place and what a better way to keep myself organized and calmed than to make my to-do list.

Ernchi fact: I am so so fond of making To-Do Lists, I think I make one almost everyday and for whatever event I have. Even simple stuff will be included. 

Example:

- Empty the Bin

- Pack cupboard

- Empty Receipts

Yeah, that's how dependent I am on To-Do lists.

But on Monday, I had a mini panic attack before meeting the Facils & Excos because there just too many things to do and I had no idea where to start. Thank god for Aneesa who was there to tell me to take a chill pill & make my timeline. ERMAGAWD, that slipped my mind!

Been sleeping so late (thank you body clock) and I've been regretting the decision that I make almost every night - to sleep late, in the morning. So its kinda like a cycle. 

1. Tells myself, " I gotta sleep earlier tonight! MUST! "

2. Does my personal stuff, event preps etc till 1/2AM

3. Sleeps @ 1/2AM

4. Wakes up next morning *curse and swears to myself

5. Regretting not sleeping early, makes resolution to sleep earlier at night

AND THEN, THE CYCLE REPEATS.

However, I AM SO THANKFUL THAT I DON'T HAVE SCHOOLS ON TUESDAYS & I ONLY HAVE LECTURE TOMORROW @ 2PM-4PM!!!

So, after spending the noon making a monthly schedule-thingy so I know what stuffs are coming up & which dates are my events, I feel so so much relieved. 

JUST SOME UPDATES: K2s Grad Concert (:

 My hansum boy. More photos that I took will be uploaded really soon.

This girl turned 18, an hour & eight minutes ago! Happy 18th Pearlyn! :D What I wanna say is up on Insta, can't wait to see you & the others on Thursday & I love you so much! P/s: this is one of my favourite photos with Pearlyn!

I needa have more confidence in my decision-making skills for events, really. The next few weeks or months ain't gonna be easy & it is kinda like a challenge from God to push you even further and stretch your limits. Stop panicking and take everything in your stride, hang in there Chi, y'know that at the end it is all gonna be worth it. // Thank you love, for being super understanding towards my berry busy schedule & not uttering a single complaint towards it. I miss you whale-loads :( though it was a short meet-up with you today but I enjoyed every minute of it. I love you sweetie, xoxo!

 This totally made my night, HAHAHA, Yes young man, that's the true meaning of "Romantic".

XX.