Ridiculous. I took almost an hour & a half to decide on which songs to delete off my phone so that I could update it. Even with songs, I can form such an attachment to them. At this point of time, I'm questioning myself "What are the perks of being a feeling person?"
And my answer, None.
I can't seem to find the positive bubble in me, maybe it's the pre-menses emotional shit drama. But this sucks big time. I always tend to over-feel towards matters/things or even minor stuff. I need a hug right now pronto.
Perhaps, I'm too feeling for my own good. So emotionally draining to feel so much. One of my lecturers is also a feeling person & during/after her lectures, I feel so emotionally drained. Not it's-boring-I-wanna-sleep drain but instead, it's like taking up my batteries, leaving me empty after each tutorial. Because she feels so strongly for what she advocates & believe in, sometimes I feel that she's trying to impose it onto me as a student. Like brain-wash us. (Disclaimer: She doesn't do that, she's just sharing her views)
Cures to my over-feeling-emotionally-draining-drama-and-out-of-the-blue-sadness:
mainly physical affection & my other love languages. In desperate need of them. I really gotta keep my emotions in check without having the need to conceal or suppress them. I want to display my emotions without over-doing it.
Chi, I challenge you to that.
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