WILL I?

Late night studying, getting projs done to be exact coming my way. If you ask me, I kinda like the idea of being busy & packed with things to do and of course the amount of satisfaction that comes with it as I tick off my To-do list. However, when the actual thing comes, I think I drown in it. Hehs, will I be able to cope it now?

Right now, I'm doubting my own abilities to juggle so much on my plate. Just this week, it hit me on how far I am from having "good" task-management skills. I was so mentally & physically drained from school & meetings. Meetings thrice that week was a killer & it didn't help that it was on average 4 & a half hours long. I'm very lucky & thankful that I was having it with really good company & my Excos really made the whole process more bearable. 

And of course with the piling assignments, I have no idea where to start. This is why I prefer group work because I'm honestly clueless on how to start & the direction I'm suppose to head to. I always need a starter or skeleton painted in my head so that I can start my engine. Perhaps, I should sit down & start drawing out my own plan. Hmmm, that seems like a good start. 

To be honest, I'm really afraid. It's my final year in Poly & I really want everything to work out. I would want to maintain my grades or even improve it because this is my last shot to getting a high GPA. I'm only 0.4 points away from my desired grade. It seems like it's really easy to hit but at the same time, easy to fall far away from it. Pretty glad that I've no exams this sem because the info is so dry & I think it'll kill my brain cells hahaha.

Now that Kai is going all out for his exams/assignments (engineering is really really different from humanities man), we're obviously gonna meet even lesser. We're already meeting not as often :( But now, I just want his presence that's it. We don't have to go out to catch a show or what, I just want his presence. We could be in the same room doing our own stuff. Yeap, that's good enough for me right now given our busy schedule. 

On the flip side, we're gonna meet twice a week! :D kekeke thank you for taking time out for me sweetheart. But nonetheless, we're gonna get through this together! (:

XX.