Catch your breath.

Day 8 - 8 fears

1. Flunking O levels
2. BIRDS
3. Not having my bestf back
4. Growing Fat
5. Losing you
6. That the earth will die
7. Being broke
8. Y.O.U

It's te last week of the holidays already.
Pretty quick ain't it?
It must be the ten days that I spent in China (:
Hahas, it was he'll loads of fun!
New food, new culture, new experience.
Priceless memories & new bonds among us :D
I love my group, XiAn!

It was awesome because:

We celebrated EUNICE'S birthday
Bunkin with SHANN & MURNI
Heart talk with POK
Crapping with SANDEEP & HARI
Learning Malay with IRFAN
Smiling with JO

The first few days, we were dreading to go home
We were even counting down to the end of the trip
But but durin the last few days, we started enjoying it (:
ESP the jamming sessions in the bus!
That was a blast! (: yippee yie yie yippee yippee yie!

Back to spore, hello homework, hello books!
And now, it's the last week of the holiday :(

I miss texting Wes :( he's phone got confiscated!

Self-study this week spoiled my plans.
Tsk, what a spoiler!

I had fun studying with Simon @ RP :D
Hahahas, in fact I likeee Simon's company (:
I like it when we FaceTime or Talkbox! (:

Last week, I went to USS with the awesome CHANGS!
boy was it a dream come true! (:
I LOVEEEEE the hollywood street.
I wanna go there again, with my fam!
I thought it was a good bonding time for us.
Love our weekly dinner & badminton sessions too!

ALL HAIL CHANGS! <3

Had an unexpected pleasant surprise this month (:
Thank you, thank you for it.
Thank you for taking the first step.

It was something I clearly did not expect,
All the more this early. (:
I hope it's a good thing though.
It feels weird, like you don't sound like you.

Maybe I'm expecting too much or I'm rushing into things.
Different text style, everything's different.
I feel like a stranger to you, yet deep down, I know you.
I don't know how to describe how I feel.
I feel unwanted.

They keep telling me to give it time,
How long more? Another six months?
Fine, I'll wait.

Envious yet happy (:
For once, I feel so out of place.
But it's okay! It's a good feel.

This June, was a whirlwind.
The good, the bad (:
Time really does show it all.
And sometimes, miracles do happen after all (:
It happens when you least expect it.
Wait, just wait.

But when it happens, there's always a reason behind it.
What's the reason behind mine? I've yet to know.
Though it can be a killer, by making me
Ponder over dumb stuff but (:

I'll wait, for us to be how we used to be in the beginning.

Wesley ong, text me soon! :D