Killer Instinct

jitters and nervous break-downs :( this weekend was indeed mind-taxing for me. Learnt many truths, shockers. Had senseless yet so impactful conversations. hownowbrowncow

its gonna be my first day at work tomorrow! Yikes, the thought of breaking bowls and plates actually scares the shit outta me. Pray hard that everything will run smoothly, crossing fingers (:

Saturday 

Went to my aunt's place for lil baby Faith's one month.

Honestly, babies at this age are not as lovable as compared to when they are turning one! hate the idea of babies crying :/

played with the three lil monkeys ; Elize, KaiLi & Jerene. Omg they are so fucking adorable :D esp when they hug each other when they take photos. Awww, major cuteness! Me & Sissy were playing with Brownie, my aunt's dog. But apparently, he seems to like older men! :( what a weird dog. Hahas. Went to my third aunt's place in Punggol to lepak and watch movies :D

Baby-sitted lil cous too! Watched Smurfs, The Lion King & we found this darn old movie Liang PoPo. Omg it was so crude but whattheshit, it was fucking funny!

had H2H with Tans and chatted for awhile with Qing Huang on the phone (: these two people never fail to make me better All the time. Hahas, Qing Huang was saying how his jersey would end up being a dress for me because i'm short! :( so mean right!

Sunday 

was suppose to wait for Qing Huang to call back cause he had supper with his friends but who knew his supper took two hours plus. and  obviously i fell asleep :/ hahas damnnit i'm sucha pig i tell you. 

So, today was a sporty day! (; me likeeee.

Went to Warren to play badminton with the Changs :D went home, showered and headed to Northvale for some gathering with my mum's friends. Thank God Miro & Subra came (: if not it'll be boring. Chatted with those cool aunties & Miro! :D i got to see freedom from a whole new perspective now.

Went home at four and took a quick power nap before heading down to 363 :D though it was pouring mad but training has never been this fun (: the best way to end off a week is training. It might sound crazy but trainings always make me feel better and happier. Despite its very tiring but i love training with the team. (L) we crack stupid lame jokes with one another and with Sir too. The burning fire, the zeal to train all comes out. You can sense and feel it (: that actually encourages each other. 

though most of them are younger than i am but we still get along pretty fine (: and to top it of, i train with my awesome partner Nic :D love the team! <3

Sir's saying that my skills are a little rusty now since i've not been training the entire year but thank god my kicks are still in order :D was surprised that my slamming ended off pretty nicely today! Gotta start skipping to get the momentum back.

tomorrow's gonna be a long day, fullstop.

and no doubt, you're a heavy thought.