Gathering the pieces.

2 more notebooks & i'm done with my notes for all 5 modules! (Y)

halfway through it, i kinda got carried away with this new webcam software thingy which i found and its so fun to meddle with (: teehees, i procastinated and yeah guess you guys can see what i was up to *smirks

Pok & Halim are like the best :D the bestf anyone can ever have!

Love them to bits man, what would i do without them?

Bullshit have been going through my head && i'm gonna put an end to it. I have to stop torturing myself and start doing myself a favour. Its gonna be a fresh new start for me. I don't wanna care anymore, i'm not being mean or whatsoever but each time when i do i feel so taken for granted. Y'know sometimes action speak louder than words. I'm a girl know, although we've known each other for 4 years, this is not the right way. You don't come and go as you please. From now, its a fresh start. If you're observant enough or rather, if you know me well enough you will soon realise that something's not right. If you still do care, do something about it. Its not like you're that busy since you have time for biking and others. How much time and effort does it require you to ask " Are you okay?". Well if you don't give a bloody fuck, then go ahead. It was really nice knowing you.

I have no idea why i feel so obliged to help you, to really go all out and help you. Wait, i can do that. To be taken for granted, sorry that's off the limit. Its not that i don't care about you, i really do and you know that. I just cannot tolerate being taken for granted.

" i held my head up high & proudly tell the world how far i've come without you."

p/s : y'know that i really wished you did something about it. Its a choice.

xoxo, muah.