Only you can do it.

promises are sucha big deal to me, so please keep yours.

it requires tons of courage to text you just to make sure that you're fine. Afraid that i'll be more of a nuisance instead but I rather take my chances cause I always have this thought " What if you really needed someone to talk to? "

It kills me to see you in this state. Its like I know how hard you've been trying but you just don't get the results you deserve. Worried for you, because disappointments just kill you inside. And now, you most def need motivation. And those killer thoughts in your mind. 

Just now, while texting you I really wanted to go over & talk to you face to face and just be there for you. I really wanted to, so bad. Give you a hug or whatsoever. Sometimes I wish that I could do something for you, to lighten your burden but you need to go through this to learn.

Definitely can't leave you to die silently when I somehow know what's going on. I'll go through this with you. It feels good to be able to help you here and there, at least organise your thoughts and give you a picture of what's going on. Lucky you, at least someone was there for you during this critical time. A year ago, I was silently wishing for you to be by my side.

because when you love someone, you'll just want the best for them.