Solitude.

I love nights like these where I have the entire room to myself (at least till Sissy gets back from work, so late I know). The room's quiet, really quiet except that you can hear my aircon blowing.

But it's really good. No one to burst my bubble of thoughts, I can hear my thoughts loud & clear. I get to feel and filter all my emotions inside. Don't get me wrong, I'm a feeling person & it's just me to feel so much. In fact more than others. When I started churning my thoughts, it can go out of hand & it goes Wild.

It's funny how I'm so clingy & overly-attached with my boyfriend but yet I seek solitude time just like now. Oxymoron would be the most apt word now. I don't exactly know how to balance this overly-dependent, constant need of company VS I want my time, alone. 

I think, I would want time alone - at night.

Another factor that increases my need for time alone to think & ponder would be after reading/watching material that tugs my heartstrings & switches on my "emotions" button. 

I wish I could explain them & how it works but till date, I'm still trying to gain control of it. Maybe, if you can be in my shoes for a day, you might understand.

Wow, my mind's blank now. That's good cause thinking is tiring to my mental state. Hahaha I wish I could be like my boyfriend, having empty minds more often.

Stoked for Ong's belated birthday celebration to Escape @ Bugis, it's gonna be so exciting & I really can't wait for it. I'm gonna be Sherlock Holmes (female version) kekeke. 

And yes, I'M GONNA MEET MY BOO.

XX.