Late night thought.

Activity of the week: Precamp.

Just wanted to pen down my late night thoughts but I was really lazy to grab a pen & do the manual work so here I am. Gonna make this a quick one so that I can get my beauty sleep while it's still pouring outside. 

Precamp's gonna be fun, really tiring, I foresee problems here & there & lastly, quality time with my beloved, cray cray Excos. It's gonna be amazeballz plus our night bowling & late supper hehehe I actually can't wait. You guys should see my bags I'm bringing, I look like a runaway teen hahaha!

It's really amazing how the mind works its wonders. Ever since I took the courage to face my flaws, without finding excuses for them & giving it a shot, I feel different. In a good way of course. I feel even more stronger mentally than before & it proves to me that change might not be all thaaat bad. It feels really good to be honest, esp overthinking. 

Now, when I have the tendency to overthink, I'll stop, shush myself, tell myself that it's not what it seems & then, THE END. I remove the excess trouble for myself & baggages I used to create. This is really a good start for me & I hope it sustains. This is like one of the best decisions I've made & I couldn't have come to terms with it if not for Kaiwen & Eunice.

People who love you tells you the truth right in your face no matter how ugly it is because they want you to be a better version of yourself. - Ern Chi

I love these photos because it was taken by my lover. Hahhaha I gushed a lil inside after typing out lover! And I'm feeling rather shy now hahahah vhaaat iz happening!

Reason why I need to bring my camera out more often & why Kaiwen needs to take more candid photos because they look so so natural & pretty. Though it wasnt 100% candid (I didn't pose for them, I just got him to help me take) but it turned out so pretty!!

So this is how Kaiwen sees me, from his perspective. I actually wish he would do so because it'll really be cool to see me from his perspective. And sometimes, accidental photos always turns out to be the nicest photo you'll stumble upon.

Oh yes, we're hitting our 1400th day of being together!! Hahaha I know it's funny because we're gonna hit our first anniversary in 2 months time & how is it possible that we've been together for that many days!

It's because the boy included the days we first got together waaayyy back in 2011, the years we had it rough but we still knew that deep down we loved each other, the days we grew & matured, the days he plucked the courage to salvage us, till right now. Now - how we're going strong, loving each other like crazy, having so much fun together, trying out so many new things, compromising to each other, growing together & individually, sticking through the ups and downs, being silly infront of each other, still learning more about each other & heading to a future together.

XX.