Melbourne's vicinity

Very backdated roll from my visit to Melb last June

On a roll with developing my rolls (also because I've got extra kaching to develop them), excited to get my 4 rolls of Vietnam next week!! I've got an inkling that they'll turn out good *cross fingers

I have a very bad habit of not completing the things that I've started. For instance, I have never finished documenting my travels, be it vlogs or photos. I don't seem to end projects that I've started neither do I follow through habits which I try. Sigh, not good Chi. This is something to reflect upon and work on.

Blogging seems to always be on my head because it feels like a personal reflection for my day and it somehow puts me in a good mood. But I always end up procrastinating and not doing it because of the lack of time. They say time is about how well you utilize it to make it enough but there really isn't enough time?? Anyhow, tonight I am determined to post an entry because there is so much going on in my head.

THOUGHTS OF THE NIGHT:

1/ Milestone: Attending a wedding with Eunice

2/ Losing my drive for essays

1/ New milestone for Eunice & I: Attending a wedding together

Just came home from Hannah's wedding (aka Eunice's eldest sissy) and I went there as Eunice's plus one hehe. Growing up, I've never really gotten the chance to properly interact with Eunice's three sisters apart from our 'hellos' and 'goodbyes'. And of them all, I was the closest to Hannah because she was home more often when I was over and maybe because, we're both teachers. I was thrilled when Hannah extended a invitation to her wedding and also because it was gonna be my first wedding with Eunice! Teehees. It initially was a lil awkward to be sitting with her sissy's and their husband/fiance while Eunice was busy doing her MOH duty but they were really nice to check up on me and initiate small convos. Slowly, we started talking more and I really enjoyed myself. So this is how it feels like to have older siblings/cous. 

I've always wanted to have older siblings since I'm the oldest on both sides (well, 4th oldest on my dad's). The conversations are different. And I quite like it. Also, really thankful for the ride by her 3rd sissy and husband and for making me feel more comfortable though Eunice was busy. Thanks for making your fam, my fam too babe <3 p="">

2/ Sigh, essays are the bane of my life now

In other breaking news, I have 2 major essays to complete by next weekend and I only started on my first. My drive for completing them is near 0 and I'm somehow not bothered by it. And that is freaky. This term was intense in terms of the frequency in between our essays deadlines and I think I haven't had a good mental break for my brain to properly recover. Hence the lack of drive. I just wanna do nuts over this 2 week break, give my brain a break. It is this cycle that eats up bits of my motivation here and there and overtime, it accumulates and I am so done. How liddat? Can my essay magically write itself? Sigh, I need to get my drive back. Need.

xx.