So this weekend was just a time-out from everything & reconnecting with my Fammy. During the hols, I was pretty caught up with me-time & CSOP that I kinda neglected family time so this weekend I was really really glad to have spent it with them. (:
Had midnight-movie Saturday & we caught Iron Man 3 !!! The graphics and effects were really good & I really enjoyed myself. Kekeke, Iron Man's girlf's abs are so sexaye that I couldn't stop staring at them *spazzes. Apart from that, I really am thankful that Sissy initiated it if not, I doubt we'll all actually stop what we're doing at hand and spend quality time together-gether.
Today. Met up with the Changs cause we had to pay respects to Popo cause its her death anni. It's been two years & it kinda scares me at how time flies. Up till today, I still miss Gong Gong & Popo. Funny how I always feel that they've never left but are constantly with us no matter where we are. Their presence is so strong that we still talk like as if they are around, y'know that kind of feeling.
My only regret is not spending more time with them when they were around. Too caught up with studies and everything but now that I think about it, it's sucha bad excuse. If only I had the time, like I do now to really get to know them, talk to them, cook with them or anything I can do with them.
So that's partially the reason why, I am spending as much time as I can with my maternal Grandma. Staying over at her place, doing housechores with her, cooking with & for her & even learning my fave recipes from her. And it occurs to me that, despite how simple they are, she is really really overjoyed to have her granddaughter just being there with her.
I've made the same mistake thrice but I'm gonna cherish the only chance I have left.
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School's been wearing me out, it's like no matter how much sleep I have, it is never enough. Not to mention the countless things I have to do. My to-do list is getting longggger.
Side note: I kinda realise we're stuck in the same situation, well almost alike. And, we both made the same choice, I think. Sometimes, we choose the things that make us happy knowing how it'll hurt and go out of hand. You're in sucha better situation than me, do what makes you happy. (:
xoxo.
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