Sup guys! Hello Joel, if you're reading this (;
Well, it has not been the best of weeks but I guess I'm still trying to make it the best to my existing energy left.
Packed with assignments (tons of them), shits to settle & things I've been dying to get done. Very amazed at how strong my immune system is as I've expected myself to fall really sick especially since the weather is terribly hot & the lack of rest. But signs of stress is pretty evident now as I see pimples forming on my face :'(
[edited on 21 May, 9.52pm]
Really glad that we managed to complete 60% of the project work and I believe that most of it can be done by the end of the week, leaving me time to complete my own assignments & giving my mind a break. This sounds likea good plan, me likey. (:
I don't know if its just me or maybe I'm still in the holiday mood, I feel that I'm pretty chillax for this heap of assignment. Or maybe, there are other stuffs to handle hence the less emphasis on work.
I've never been able to balance out all aspects of my life. I really wished I could master that ability & I would go easier on myself. That's how life works isn't it? We can never get the best of both words and at times, things just don't go the way you deem it to be.
I know that I'm going too hard on myself but its absurd how I see things but I can't voice it out. Not when things are in sucha state. I know things but it can't be changed for nuts. I'm just disappointed at the way things are now, currently. But what is the right or appropriate way to conclude it all? I guess there's none.
So much more to rant, thank god I'm meeting my Excos tomorrow! (: mood-saver, those people are. And on a side-note, I really need to take time out meeting those that I've not met in ages. Its like I miss all of them, every single individual. What have I been doing the past few weeks?
Because of all that has been going on, I've unconsciously form a bond with Dave, Ping, Raych, Joel, Zack & Grace. I'm very thankful for every single one of them for being here for each other, helping each other get through. The past few weeks have been tough, really tough but the peak of it all is that we've forged friendships & came out stronger than before. I really do hope that we can keep it that way && meet up more often. (: As mushy as this sounds, I've been dying to bump into them the past few days. Cause I miss them truckloads :'(
[edited on 21 May, 9.52pm]
Really glad that we managed to complete 60% of the project work and I believe that most of it can be done by the end of the week, leaving me time to complete my own assignments & giving my mind a break. This sounds likea good plan, me likey. (:
I don't know if its just me or maybe I'm still in the holiday mood, I feel that I'm pretty chillax for this heap of assignment. Or maybe, there are other stuffs to handle hence the less emphasis on work.
I've never been able to balance out all aspects of my life. I really wished I could master that ability & I would go easier on myself. That's how life works isn't it? We can never get the best of both words and at times, things just don't go the way you deem it to be.
I know that I'm going too hard on myself but its absurd how I see things but I can't voice it out. Not when things are in sucha state. I know things but it can't be changed for nuts. I'm just disappointed at the way things are now, currently. But what is the right or appropriate way to conclude it all? I guess there's none.
So much more to rant, thank god I'm meeting my Excos tomorrow! (: mood-saver, those people are. And on a side-note, I really need to take time out meeting those that I've not met in ages. Its like I miss all of them, every single individual. What have I been doing the past few weeks?
Because of all that has been going on, I've unconsciously form a bond with Dave, Ping, Raych, Joel, Zack & Grace. I'm very thankful for every single one of them for being here for each other, helping each other get through. The past few weeks have been tough, really tough but the peak of it all is that we've forged friendships & came out stronger than before. I really do hope that we can keep it that way && meet up more often. (: As mushy as this sounds, I've been dying to bump into them the past few days. Cause I miss them truckloads :'(
I miss talking to you :( Many a times, I had this urge to pick up the phone & dial for you but I told myself I had to be independent. Not that I have no one to talk to, I do but its just different with you. Your voice soothes me, I don't know why either, it just does. I miss our conversations where we talk rubbish, H2Hs, where we help each other see things differently & how very honest we can be. Sigh, urge/wish/hope to talk to you soon.
XX.
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