Locked up cell.

My attempts to be a Model, HAHAHAHA

I think I should just stick to standing still & smiling, hahaha I look better that way HAHAHA

MY GODMA, super thankful for her always.

This is so cuteeee (': my qts

Pretty much stuck at home the past few days & I don't have much to share, it's so ironic how it's the holidays yet life is so mundane at this moment. And this time, though I have all the time in the world, I don't seem to be making full use of it. Maybe because of my injury that has bummed up most of my plans but I think it's time I make use of it before I start my hectic holiday.

Decided to share my CNY photos because I've not started on my birthday post yet. And knowing myself, I don't think I'll ever start on it hahaha. This is sucha bad habit, needa get rid of it.

Oh yes! I'm so excited for tomorrow because my kindergarten friend is visiting tomorrow! Every year, we would celebrate each other's birthdays because our birthdays are one after the other. Theirs (two of them) - 11th Feb ; Mine - 12th Feb.

And we made it a point to send Christmas cards to each other yearly, y'know those by post. Hahaha and I'll remember how we'll write "Thank you Mr Postman" on the back of the envelope because he was on his job though it was Christmas HAHAHA that assumption that postmans are man.

Then as we grew older, somehow along the way, I guess we got busy with school, other commitments, our friends & our lives. Then, it all stopped.

But I was really really surprise to receive Ashlynna's text the other day & we decided to have a meet-up because she's flying to Boston to further her studies over there & have an adventure of her own. SHE'S GOING TO US ALONE. That's kinda cool but yet scary at the same time. Having to leave all her friends & family here and start something new there.

I honestly can't wait for Friday to come because Kaiwen's ending his last paper & with the usuals, we're heading to Botanic Garden for a picnic! Whoohooo, 've been talking so long about it but it has never once happened. So I'm glad we're finally doing it :D

And lately, I've been thinking about investing in a Lomography camera. Used to toy around that idea but I eventually scrapped it because it is really expensive but now that I'm older, I kinda wanna fulfil that idea. Did some research here & there & I'm so amazed by the outcomes of the photo. The feel it brings & how each picture speaks its own story. So as of now, I'm saving up for one (:

Now that Kaiwen's having his exams & he's so busy with studying, we don't meet up as often as we used to, it's like once a week sort of thing. And I gotta admit, I wasn't used to it at all, much less like the idea of it. Hahaha yes yes, I know I'm a very overly-attached girlfriend. I love the idea of having his presence around. And it didn't occur to me, how much his presence meant. 

Example 1: I'm home, he's at his place & I find it rather weird, uncomfortable. (Only refers if I have nuts to do)

Example 2: We're both in the same place, I'm doing my stuff & he's doing his & I'm okay or rather comfortable with it.

These few weeks, without him around I found myself acting weird, like something's amiss. But now, after some time, I'm not saying that I'm 100% comfortable without his presence always around but I guess I'm slightly better? To be honest, I'm not very good with being independent now that I have someone to rely on. Is that a good thing?

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