See the light.

Sup, I've been wasting my noon doing nuts and Gosh, this is bad :(

This hol, I've let myself too loose, not touching anything related to my schoolwork. Guess its time to switch back to Work mode.

NOTE TO SELF : SCHOOL STARTS NEXT WEEK

had a great sleep this morning though I had to wake up at 10.45 to give tuition at 11. Crashed at Pok's the day before & it was shoo good, i swear. Lovin' Pok's fammy :D I've always wanted my parents to be cool like hers. Not saying that I don't appreciate them but i just wished that they were more open & easy to get-along.

Since young, I've always yearned for Fammy time. Not that we don't spend together as a family ( we do that every weekend )but just for once, where everyone is happy. No squabbling, No quarrelings. My parents wouldn't argue microscopic tiny issues. Just peace & fun. Is it so hard?

I wished for Mumsy-Daughter Days where my mum & I would just head to town, do some shopping, do pedis, have high-tea, go for facials and all. Too classy? Fine, a baking day with her would be equally as good. We'll just camp in our kitchen & bake tons of yummy goodies.

The whole fammy can catch a movie at home, with freshly home-popped popcorn. A game night? Guess my parents don't have plans in mind. I would wanna do that with my kids someday in the future. We'll put everything aside and enjoy the day together. I'll never want any of my kids to feel unwanted or to be neglected.

I used to request for these activities but they would turn me down flatly with reasons like Housework not done, Work to do, Waste of money. I don't get it why Adults tend to occupy themselves & stress themselves with work work work. I mean, we live each day once so would it kill to just push everything aside for a day & enjoy the moment? Maybe I'm not a working adult yet and i may not understand why but come on, at least try?

Well, moving on. George & I crashed at Pok's place and it was really really fun (: Did Ivan's card while she did her friend's. We were good souls who helped G with his essay & watched tons of show with her Sis too. Oh god, i love their fammy. G crashed at 5 because that blur fella forgot that he had a workshop to attend in the morning. Had H2H with pok & it was really a good one. Once again, I've learnt something. I know how I can be so open to her even though i know her comments might be hurtful but they are the truth. Its so awesome to know how close we've been over the years (;

Guess i gotta end here & do some serious shit.

xoxo.