Drained.

My mind's switched off & my brain's not functioning at all. Today was a mental breakdown, emotional stir & physical fatigue. Three in one huh? What luck. The endless tedious task is draining every ounce of energy i have now. I need & want a break from everything, a super long sleep will do the trick i hope. My eyebags are proof of it all. 

You do know that you aren't the only one going through shit. SHIT, can't be compared there's no such thing as going through more or less than others. We have our own troubles too but that doesnt give you the rights to vent it out on others. Stop this please, its not doing any good. Till now, you don't know me at all. I'm raising the white flag now, please spare me. Its not only about you, try being in my shoes.

Today's the first in 2012 which I'm this tired. My energy level just dropped nosedeep within such split second. Y'know how rare it is to see that side of me. Even my girls could sense it. I really wanted to curl up in a ball and let it out. I wished K was there. But I couldn't let this affect everything I'm doing and everyone around me because they don't deserve such shit.

Thank you Halim for being here for me & making sure I'm fine as well as being able to cope with my assignments. I know you're up right now to make sure I can get through this & that i dont doze off. (':

And not forgetting Daniele & Vincent for encouraging me (; it means so much to me.

Fighting this battle. Xoxo.