Red Hoodie.

Sup guys (; Today's definitely the best day of the week. Super uber glad that everything's settled & the air's cleared. It was killing me alive.

Hitched a ride from Ernest today & gave Tabin & George a lift too! Ernest's darn nice, always giving me a lift when i'm in dying need of one. Argh, wish i had my own set of wheels too. :(

Had DPL tuts which lasted for 2 hours and school's out (; Had fun as always with my fave girls. They never fail to make school this fun and thank god for them. They were really supportive of me this week when i was going through & they each made sure that i was fine by having one to one small talks with me. Lovin' my babes <3

Was looking forward to a swim or even maybe a tanning session but no, it had to rain :/ Headed down to Warren with Phoebe & studied. It was so productive (Y) shall prolly take a swim with my babes next week, we all deserve a good break!

Finally cleared the assignment for CHSE & WC so i'm gonna reward myself tonight with some lil me time (: found Annie the original movie & boy i'm so hyped! It took me ages to get my hands on them. Looking for someone to watch the Annie with me, since its coming to Spore. Anyone free? (;

Its dress-day tomorrow & i'm out of dresses, major bummer :( Guess i'll have to go for dress hunting this weekend! Stoked for Macs Breakkie with the girls & Waffletown for lunch :D





i meant everything i said last night. I'll prolly kick myself in the guts for making sucha decision, to throw a chance away. But if i didn't do it, it'll kill you, it'll kill me & we'll be twirling in endless circles. Maybe this is the second best option we can settle for. We'll be happier this way, you'll be too. Please, don't follow my footsteps because its the stupidest thing one can do. you're different, you've just put one foot in but look at me, completely rooted in the deep hole. its not too late for you to get out. One day, you'll understand, no soon you will.

Dear Lord, please not let me hate myself for the decision I've made because gut tells me that i'm gonna regret it. Let me lower my wall & take a step forward. Amen.

i hate you for doing this to me unknowingly, unintentionally. Its not fair how you control the court, how you're the one controlling how it all goes. We'll never be the same, you'll never treat me the same way ever again. He treats me like a gem, you treat me like a hotline. Stop trapping me & keeping me in the past please.

xoxo, muah.