Ghost Town.

Sorry for the lack of updates, I've been too caught up with all the assignments, e-learning & prep for exams :/ having like 5 assignments at a go ain't an easy feat but I think my group's progress is well on the road (;

Been up & running the past few nights that I've not had a proper sleep for the week but thank goodness I have e-learning this week! So Dav & Phoebe came over to complete our projects and we had tons of fun as always. We were super high, singing, dancing & laughing our asses off! Gosh, love having them around. Dav's in love with my bro, omg hahhah! After spending literally the whole day, we actually completed our model & it was fucking gorgeous (; Darn proud of ourselves. Y'know the sense of satisfaction you'll get after racking our brains to try to make all sorts of weird structures and such.

On Tuesday, Dav, Phoebe & G came over! G was a bum as always but i love lepaking it with them though we had a good HK drama session (; Hooked on to this serial called Tiger Clubs. HK dramas never fail to catch my interest but take a look at Singapore's. Le sigh :/ Every drama has almost the same plot and so on.

So the week's gonna end & I've pretty much completed most of them & I'm well on track (: Prolly catch a good sleep & wake up early to settle the rest of the work. Bet I'll crash within 3 mins.

 I don't ask for much, I only want someone to love me & care for me from the bottom of their heart. They need not think twice when it comes to being there & doing all sorts of funny shit just to turn your frown into a smile. I guess, its gonna be a big step I'm taking, risking my heart once more. I hope this is the right move I'm making.

Its time. Time for me to let go of something I've been holding on so tightly to my heart. Despite the tinge of regret in my heart, I have to move on. To put an end to something we once had, something i thought we'll keep it going but maybe its just wishful thinking. I should be grateful that you're still here for me, lending me a ear & putting a smile on my face when i need you. But if i don't let go, i'll end up hurting myself deeper & building the walls higher. I never expect myself to do this but who knows we're better off this way. Don't you agree? I'm gonna miss you :'( I'm trying my very best, K. But no matter who you and I end up with, I just want to let you know that you'll always take up this lil spot up here in my heart & no one can ever replace it.

 Its been shooo long since I'm this happy :D like honestly, genuine smile on my face. I love being with you & every single day I actually secretly wish that we'll both have fun & make each day a living memory. I anticipate seeing you, both on Skype or real life. I feel really very blessed & appreciated. Someone who treats me how I am suppose to be treated. Give me a few more months love, & we'll work things out the way its suppose to be. I love you <3

A lil something to put a smile on your face (;

xoxoxo.