RANDOM MESSY THOUGHTS II

A little update of this week's happenings before I finish up with part II of the previous post.

Always do, whenever I look at you.

Sunday mornings.

//Ruel's fifth birthday party//

Little Arial who's only three this year but she speaks so well that you'd be shocked to know how young she is. 

Insisted on taking a photo of me hahaha, not too bad for a three year old. Rather talented if you ask me hahaha!

// Saturday //

Spent my entire day at Kai's place (I like to call it my second home hehe). The weather was rather chilly so that called for a stay-home Saturday. Watched shows, fixed up my nano blocks, went for a massage while Kai was taking his FTT (I think) and had steamboat for dinnz.

Next time when we have our own place, I'm gonna have a movable table so that I can do my work (if needed) while Kai just lies next to me and hugs me to bed. I really love it when he does so, because I feel so save while doing work. HAHAHA does this sound weird? I don't exactly know how to explain it but I feel more assured while I do my work. Kinda like he's there for me physically, mentally and everything & I know that I'll be fine. I also realized that I tend to be more focused and motivated as well. The wonders of love doing its magic.

I love to take random photos of Kai while he's doing anything hahaha. Does it count as a hobby? It's rather funny sometimes when I go through them & on days when it ain't exactly going well, looking through them makes me day. Because I know that everything will be fine when he's around.

PROUD TO SAY THAT I DID THIS. I'm someone who isn't exactly the best when it comes to drawing & having done this on my own is an achievement. One of the cards for our boardgame. Worked really hard the last week so get the designs and details out. 

Initially we were all over the place because it's our first time having to come up with a program & the deliverables needed for the kit but I'm so glad that we worked so well as a team and got the hang of everything as well as standing firm on our decision.

 Love this photo of Kai & I, funny nostrils is the way to go (;

Finally able to meet my bestests after so long! It's so hard for all four of us to meet & catch up due to school and our different schedules but I'm really glad that we're all able to catch up about each others' life and know what we're each doing right now. Simple dinnz @ Macs w/ Shanny & Eunice and I'm so happy that despite the years, despite not meeting often some things still stay the same. My 300% self with you girls - that's something that won't change at all. Really happy to hear how well you all are doing with school and I'm so happy for all of you, really. Can't wait for our next meet-up, Chi loves you all!

I've been mentioning my team aka DAS girls and here they are. Hehe so thankful for each of them for tolerating with my daily bullshit and shit stuff I do like randomly dancing in our room, doing really silly actions or suddenly singing songs from nowhere. 

And it's really funny how Nina will join in once I started or I'll join in with her nonsense when she starts & it leaves us laughing for a straight hour. Then Nina & I will go on with our cray imagination about creating a vid & what stuffs and MV we'll do.

And when Jack is feeling it, she'll join us as well. She's also the one that always reminds us about things that we've neglected because we move too fast ahead or just get too caught up with our plan.

Then Rebecca goes "guys, can you all not? Stop embarrassing me" and we'll continue & even exaggerate it to embarrass her. Hahaha but we all know that deep down inside, Rebecca loves us teehees. I was initially surprise how well I could click with her because we've quite alot in common despite very different personalities. I've never ever spoken to her in lectures before so intern-ing with her is our first contact. I secretly love to annoy Reb by telling her how much I love her and do really silly stuffs to her.

OMG WHY DO I SOUND LIKE IM CONFESSING MY LOVE TO THEM HAHAHA.

But it's so awesome how all of us can click really well & like what my supervisor says, we have this certain chemistry that no one can figure how it happened & the best part of it is, we complement each other so well. All of us have very different personality types, very vast and different but when we come together, we're strong girls!

My hansum lover. Owe you a million thank-yous for all that you've done for me, no matter how little they are, they each mean so so much. 

From taking time out to spend it with me knowing how badly I wanna spend time with you, motivating me every single time when I say I wanna be more consistent in working out (though the passion for it dies off really quickly), accompanying me home almost every time though you're not obliged to, allowing me to be my very self without having to change any part of me because you love me for who I am & you've never ever mentioned a single word about having to change myself.

I find myself loving you more with each passing day & we never fail to amuse each other with ourselves. While other people find it boring to be hanging with the same person every day, why does it seem as though we have never ending things to talk about? 

I miss you each time we part and anticipate for our next date because I know an adventure awaits us. It's October & we're (or rather, I am)  gonna face another challenge soon. That's you starting school on the third week of this month. As much as I may dread it, deep down inside I know that everything will turn out fine like how it does.

I love ya, K. Forever.

3// Curfews (the annoying existence of it)

Boy, that was one long update. Still keen on reading the next half of it? Hahaha. It's kinda odd how I'm already 19 and my curfew is latest 1130 unless it's a special occasion or I've a legit reason to be home late. It's annoying sometimes, many a times actually. There's so much I wanna do like talk through the night with my friends or wander along the streets of town with my friends, that'll be really cool. Catching midnight movies or just chilling at a friend's. And what's worst is when you're the only odd one not being able to hang so late, major wet blanket.

On the other hand, I understand why curfews are made. Sometimes, I'm thankful for the curfews because you'll get to see who's good for you & who ain't. If not for the curfew, I think I would've really gone all out and became a havoc. So I guess, it's for my well-being.

But still, I can't wait for my curfew to be lifted hahaha, occasionally.

4// Internship

Shall pass this because I've mentioned about my DAS girls above & it would be quite hard to explain what we're exactly working on right now. But I'll upload photos once we've got everything made. 

Just to sum it up, I love my job! 

5// Future

I think I'm not the only one who's afraid yet excited for the future. 

It's intimidating to know how fast we've all grown. As we grow older, the responsibilities weigh down your shoulders even more. As we grow older, with every step we take, we've to think how it'll affect our future. Esp in Singapore, it's even more crucial to plan out your future. But I don't like any of it. I don't like how we've to throw aside what we're passionate about for something that will safeguard our future. As much as it is important, I won't wanna be spending my life doing something I'm not keen about.

Right now, I don't exactly have a clear picture but with rough sketches here and there of the early childhood field because I love working with children. I want to help them experience a proper childhood without much existence of technology. Get them in touch with Mother Nature and allow them to explore & experiment. I want to impart values and morals to them so that we've a loving society. 

And I kinda think that I am one step closer to what I want to do.

I also want to travel the world with the person I love (Kai) and see what's out there. Making memories around the world - that's in my list as well. I love travelling, I love to soak up everything that's out there instead of just seeing it from the tv. 

And of course, prolly the top priority on my list - living my life with Kai. I am more than contented with what I have now with Kai & I can't wait to see what God has in store for us in the future. I'm no fortune teller but I really do hope things work out for us for our entire lives.

Thank you for taking time to read my thoughts & rants hehe, love you all truckloads!

XX.